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The Pain Of Being Alive

by Narayana

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Barren 05:33
I) Barren Words by MT. Carrion stripped fingers rise from spoilt earth Like totems before the devouring sun Shit caked eyeballs scream towards the sky Nothing shall grow here All things shall die Nothing shall grow here All things shall die Starved like fucking dogs Flyblown and skinless Wormholed gums shall drink of dust The sky a fucking blister The sun a scab to pick Each fucking second Is just the next Unique grain of sand In the desert of fucking grief She has forsaken us and now we lie Beneath the all consuming sands of time She flayed her own flesh She skinned her own corpse She split her own crotch She tore her own womb GAIA This shattered soul This open wound This harrowed earth This barren womb Flayed Skin Split Torn Soul Wound Earth Womb
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II) A Pyre For Absolution Words by MT. Sword carved bone corpse enthroned Clown of thorns blood of God Smear your shit Baphomet Drown in blight fuck the light Drink deep of the piss ambrosia Then slit your fucking throat Disgorge the spleen cleanse internals Vomit your spectre free Loosen the noose that is your flesh Remove the eyes that do not see Wallow in bile invalid Ecumenical misery Scorned betrayer Scorched skin blistered Kneel weakling Fail human fail Seize your tongue speak not a sound Ungrateful coward such gifts I accord I built this pyre for you to burn Performed these rites over your corpse There shall be life in death
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III) Rest Upon Water Words by MT. I have never witnessed a miracle The very thought fills me with disgust I'd sooner drown than walk upon water I'd sooner burn than fucking rise Shivering hands such thrilling fiction To numb the pain of being alive Golgothan faeces to feed the masses The host washed down with piss and lies These preachers all look like jackals to me Bearing their teeth at the vulnerable Waiting to prey on the easiest targets They shepherd their flock towards the slaughter There is a fate worse than death A life spent crawling at the heel Of lesser men who speak of gods And lesser gods dreamed up by men I owe these cunts fucking nothing And my time shall fucking come For everything I have ever done I answer only to myself Your gods all drowned in shallow waters Your priests are all straw men For everything I have ever done I've yet to sink below the waves
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IV) Stray Not From This Path Words by MT. Unchanging constant spiralling ever downwards Towards an infinite emptiness A vortex cascade A nightmare descent Collapsing through portals Becoming a God Utter abject black void maw Existence shall soon be false Utter abject black void maw Stray not from this path Within the gaping jaws of the engulfer All hope expires event horizon This saw-toothed disintegrator A black hole that feasts upon god flesh Sinew twisted Bones snapped Limbs broken Torn free Fall The portals hang like nooses They shall ensnare the fucking stars The portals hang like nooses They shall ensnare the fucking gods
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V) The Swallowing Abyss Words by PP The squalor in your vapid soul It's overwhelming I would hate to be the vile fly on the wall in your skull Riddled with the disease you call your faith I don't need such false emptiness To provide me with guidance End your life You are a failure to yourself The black hole awaits you And I am more than willing to drag you in Wear your black noise crucifix Nobody is listening It will never ever save you
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VI) The Hideous Soul of the Forest Words by MT. Root snared fauna gnawing through their shattered limbs In desperation abject they crawl towards the light Their underbellies hanging out snagged amongst the thorns Organic matter all absorbed this throbbing mass deformed Flesh Burst Swarm Seed A soul pulsates within its cells The forest sings a sirens song to tempt them The forest feasts upon the skin of myth At its centre beats a predator's heart Immortal and hypnotic ceaseless drone Its veins expand beneath death fed ground Branches reach to claim the eyes of fauns Their barbs sink in and scourge soft tissue Stricken in agony they bleat despair Tendrils coiled around putrid corpses Bones emerge from blood red soil The fauns all stagger like drunken whores Through rain soaked arches flesh adorned Bowels as garlands line their way They advance towards their fate The cunt of Gaia open wide Embrace eternal void of time No fucking light penetrates her womb The fauns all hanged around her tomb

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MT - Vocals // PP - Bass & Noise // RA - Guitar // GH - Drums

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released April 14, 2016

Song structures written 19/20 July 2014 by PP.
Line up completed over the course of the next 6 months with RA, GH, MT joining the band.

Drums recorded by Tom Goodall / Mirrorman Recordings at Chunk Studios, Leeds Jan 30th 2016
Guitars, bass, vocal recordings, plus production and mixing by RA at Kingmaker Audio Feb / March 2016

Hand drawn logo by Gary Hocking
Original artwork by Josh Whiteley / Squishy Nub Thing
Layout by PP

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Narayana Leeds, UK

First video linked below is the last 'new song', unreleased.

Members of Diascorium, A Forest Of Stars, Sloth Hammer, Deus Vermin, Gets Worse, Mordhau, The Owl and lots more.

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